don't leave...

i apologize,
every failure,a brick wall,
every disapproval,a dark room,
every disappointment,ice above my river,
I've work hard,
not good enough,

my sacrifice,i will drop,
bone by bone,shattered,
in a moment of my womanhood,
fragile as young wings,
not strong enough,

all my dream,
thin,as shaved ice,
my tears,
as the pouring rain,
this cold air will not hold me,
from keeping my wings of love spreading,
though the snow,
burdens it sometimes,
and please,don't leave..

sara azman**

yes,but . . . . . . . . .

you see me smile,
but deep inside,
i do cry,
you see me laugh,
but deep within,
i'm not that tough,

yes,i'm happy,
but don't you know,
it burdens me,
yes,i'm fine,
but i want you to know,
i can't get you out of my mind,

yes,i'm okay,i'm alright,
but thats the fake side,
deep in my heart,
i'm longing and missing,
yes,i can endure life without you,
but it just not right,
at the bottom of my heart,
far,far within,
you're my dream,you're my everthing.

sara azman**

pitcher

his art is odd,
his aim,
how not to hit it,
the mark he seems to aim at,
his passion,
how to avoid the obvious,the regular,
his technique,
how to vary the avoidance,the unwanted,

the others throw to be understood,
he throws to be a moment of
awaiting and incomprehended,

yet,not too much,
not errant,arrant,
but every seeming aberration willed,

not to,yet still,
still to communicate,
making the better understand,
too late.

sara azman**

i'm nobody !

i'm nobody,
who are you??
could you tell me,
are you somebody??

i'm nobody,
somebody would never be me,
who is nobody,
if we were both nobody,
is that possible,
that we are somebody??

i'm nobody,
for me...
could you tell me,
yes,do let me,
know about me,
who is somebody,
for you,the one and only...
as i'm nobody..

sara azman**

i walk......

i walk in the old street,,
to hear the lonely song,,
refresh,,
this sleepy morning,

i walk in this quiet road,,
to hear to every small voices,,
awakening,,
this warm evening,,

i walk through the left lane,,
to listen to my heart saying,,
realizing,,
this cold night..

sara azman**

waiting for u.....

as the sun rose,
the birds would sing too,,
cheering me up,
flower would bloom,
coloring my day,

in me,
though to see,
the twilight as such this day...

please,my love,
come to me all the way,
do, my love,
come to me and say,
say the words,
as the sweet birds sang,
as the beautiful blooming flowers,

as after the sunset fadeth in the way,
which the black of night took it part,

though sees the glowing of such fire,
it doesn't put away my desire,
to wait for you,
because every of my single day,
were made,
just for you..

sara azman**

i luv u,i really do...

u come n make me smile,

u're here when i cry,

listen to every story,

n u whipped off all the misery,

like the star,

that shimmer n glimmer,

u are my summer,



u're always there,

u're there for me,

in every single day,

u're still with me,

i'm in luv with u,my friend,

i do luv u but u just dont,

it hurts me as i really do,

loving u,



well,

my lips are smiling,

but deep in my heart,

its breaking,crying,hurting n tearing apart,

goodbye my friend,

i'll always love u..

**sara azman**